Ugh.. This is Starting to Get to Me..

Okay.. I WISH I knew why the hell I've been feeling so restless lately.. I've woken up like twice now tonight and haven't slept deeply at all.
Yes.. yes.. I know.. I can skip today too if I wanted to as I'm just auditing *ponder* ~ It's not really even that.. As it's a small school, I know almost all the staff/faculty there on like a first name basis; most of them insist but I tell them I'm raised better than that ~ even though I'm about the same age as a few of them ~ since they hold positions at the school I title them Mr/Ms/etc. And they don't mind me being in the building.. And you know what I just realized?
My caramel ass is straight rambling on.. I just need to get some sleep.. Even though classes for me don't start til sometime in March (thanks to Mr. Nurul's fiddling around and rearranging the schedule on the first day of class..) Other than at the very least refreshing my memory on a few things, I'm kinda trying to get my body back onto the 'clock' I had it set to. And normally, I would be asleep no later than 10pm and be up about 4:30am.. I have to get that back!

The more I'm thinking about it, the less I'm liking knowing that with the little bit of sleep in me, if I go to class.. I have to do.. Oh gawd.. The Commute..!
Do I really want to do The Commute..?

For those of you who don't know what The Commute is.. I'll tell you..
(those of you who live in or near or have even heard about the Atlanta area, I'm more than positive you'll wince and cringe more than a few times..)

*cough~ahem*

The Commute consists of 3 major highways.. I20.. I285.. and Georgia 400.. (Did you see that..? That was a *wince*.. right there.. and over there was a *cringe*).. Class starts at 8am.. I, of course, have to make it from Douglasville.. to Alpharetta and make it there before 8.. That means ~ and I can't seem to find any other way around this ~ I have to make sure I'm on 20 no later than about .... 6~6:15.. Granted, when I do that I get to school somewhere in the 7am neighborhood.. But.. If I'm on the road after 6:15~6:30am.. You can forget me getting to class before 8..

Atlanta traffic.. yummm *gag*

*sigh*

Dammit! Why can't it be Wednesday?! I don't go in on Wednesdays!! (hell no I'm NOT going through IT Project Management again, audit or not!)
Anyway.. Through the fog of my restless semi~awakeness whatever it is.. I decided to take another look at that colorbar place type thingy.. Hrmm.. I think I liked it better when they only had those first 4 or 5 entries, heh.. Okay, okay okay isanybodyhome, you win.. (Do I get a bite or two for admitting that? *puppy~dog eyes* Please..? *cuddlehuggle*)

This restless feeling needs to go away.. Everytime I get like this either something always happens.. Or is happening.. to me or someone I know..

*sigh*

I think I'm going to try to get my... what is it now..? 1 hour nap *grumble*.. I'm still going to make myself wake up at.. No scratch that.. I'm getting up early alright, but not for class.. I'm gonna play some hooky and maybe wander to the Atlanta Bread Company.. They aren't a Starbucks or a XandO.. But I like it there.. That means I can somewhat sleep in a bit.. I'm gonna wake up bout 6:30 anyway.. probably whether I want to or not..
I'm not even going to go back over what I've just written.. If I don't make any sense.. too bad.. Spank me.. or something..

Bingo!

Houston.. I think it's been figured out what all the restlessness was about.. (just had a certain conversation ~ well.. still on the phone that is) I'm still a bit restless, but nowhere near how I was last night.. Not sure if I'm allowed to talk about the conversation considering the content and how He may feel about me saying something (I know He'll read this, so I'll leave it up to Him whether I can or not).

Anyway, I did get some sleep. Woke up.. like I had predicted.. about 6:30.. Went to my little corner at ABC with a hazelnut latte, a bagel sandwich (mmmmm hazelnut), my newspaper and did some people~watching/reading for a bit. Then came home bout what.. 10ish and took a nap that my body still seems pissed off at me about for taking (???). Hrmm..
I think I'm going to finish dealing with the clutter that is still mucking up my universe in a slightly untidy way (read: room) a bit here and there.. I've learned that as dis~organized my self can be.. I have to organize someway somewhen somehow that which is around me in any familiar setting..

You know.. I've always wanted to learn meditation and yoga.. and tai chi would be nice to learn also.. Maybe that will help to quiet the universe within some.. Organizing it some would help muchly too.. Having the finances to do so would help a lot too *grumble*

Anyone got any suggestions/experience(s)/words to the wise..? Any and all will be greatly appreciated.

Ooh.. This song always sems to soothe me lots.. Maybe it'll help a bit.. for now..