Ugh.. This is Starting to Get to Me..

[zorathenne]

Okay.. I WISH I knew why the hell I've been feeling so restless lately.. I've woken up like twice now tonight and haven't slept deeply at all.
Yes.. yes.. I know.. I can skip today too if I wanted to as I'm just auditing *ponder* ~ It's not really even that.. As it's a small school, I know almost all the staff/faculty there on like a first name basis; most of them insist but I tell them I'm raised better than that ~ even though I'm about the same age as a few of them ~ since they hold positions at the school I title them Mr/Ms/etc. And they don't mind me being in the building.. And you know what I just realized?
My caramel ass is straight rambling on.. I just need to get some sleep.. Even though classes for me don't start til sometime in March (thanks to Mr. Nurul's fiddling around and rearranging the schedule on the first day of class..) Other than at the very least refreshing my memory on a few things, I'm kinda trying to get my body back onto the 'clock' I had it set to. And normally, I would be asleep no later than 10pm and be up about 4:30am.. I have to get that back!

The more I'm thinking about it, the less I'm liking knowing that with the little bit of sleep in me, if I go to class.. I have to do.. Oh gawd.. The Commute..!
Do I really want to do The Commute..?

For those of you who don't know what The Commute is.. I'll tell you..
(those of you who live in or near or have even heard about the Atlanta area, I'm more than positive you'll wince and cringe more than a few times..)

*cough~ahem*

The Commute consists of 3 major highways.. I20.. I285.. and Georgia 400.. (Did you see that..? That was a *wince*.. right there.. and over there was a *cringe*).. Class starts at 8am.. I, of course, have to make it from Douglasville.. to Alpharetta and make it there before 8.. That means ~ and I can't seem to find any other way around this ~ I have to make sure I'm on 20 no later than about .... 6~6:15.. Granted, when I do that I get to school somewhere in the 7am neighborhood.. But.. If I'm on the road after 6:15~6:30am.. You can forget me getting to class before 8..

Atlanta traffic.. yummm *gag*

*sigh*

Dammit! Why can't it be Wednesday?! I don't go in on Wednesdays!! (hell no I'm NOT going through IT Project Management again, audit or not!)
Anyway.. Through the fog of my restless semi~awakeness whatever it is.. I decided to take another look at that colorbar place type thingy.. Hrmm.. I think I liked it better when they only had those first 4 or 5 entries, heh.. Okay, okay okay isanybodyhome, you win.. (Do I get a bite or two for admitting that? *puppy~dog eyes* Please..? *cuddlehuggle*)

This restless feeling needs to go away.. Everytime I get like this either something always happens.. Or is happening.. to me or someone I know..

*sigh*

I think I'm going to try to get my... what is it now..? 1 hour nap *grumble*.. I'm still going to make myself wake up at.. No scratch that.. I'm getting up early alright, but not for class.. I'm gonna play some hooky and maybe wander to the Atlanta Bread Company.. They aren't a Starbucks or a XandO.. But I like it there.. That means I can somewhat sleep in a bit.. I'm gonna wake up bout 6:30 anyway.. probably whether I want to or not..
I'm not even going to go back over what I've just written.. If I don't make any sense.. too bad.. Spank me.. or something..

Comments

Observations

[shinjokuroi.livejournal.com]

1, Bed. Sleep. It's the right thing to do, and besides, I'll be happier and worry less.

2, would you be preferring trying to deal with the Lincoln Tunnel (I endured that one a couple of times... bleh)?

3, mmm, bread.

4, 3 words for you: "By Your Command." *cackle*

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[zorathenne.livejournal.com]

Bah! Hello...? Where am I originally from again..? I've done the Lincoln Tunnel enough times.. (okay that came out wrong but you know what I mean! *grin*) I'll take the Tunnel.. Believe me..

And another thing.. err.. I mean.. I'm just about to go to sleep.. Yes.. Sleep sounds good..

See..? This is all your fault.. My restlessness is all your fault..! *muttergrumble* I'll figure out why and all the particulars later.. *yawn*

Re: Observations

[shinjokuroi.livejournal.com]

I know where you're from. That's why I made the comment. ;) Silly shmoo. *hug*

[timrhodes.livejournal.com]

Well I have to say I do like you already Zor.. Yes, I know what the Atlanta traffic is all about. Lived there, done that, got the t-shirt. In fact, my parents live north of Atlanta in Flowery Branch (right around the Georgia mall).

Sleep is good, but here it almost 3am and I'm still up goofing around myself. I guess I really should go in a get some sleep. I kinda gotta be at work tomorrow and laying out wouldn't be a good idea.

Anyway, nice to meet you, and hope you manage to get some sleep.

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[zorathenne.livejournal.com]

Hee, nice to meet you too! *huggle*
Aye.. I got some sleep =) *wiggle*

[vernard.livejournal.com]

This restless feeling needs to go away.. Everytime I get like this either something always happens.. Or is happening.. to me or someone I know..

So does the restlessness cause the thing to happen or does the thing happening cause the restlessness?

Always trust what you know about yourself. your body is trying to tell you something. Practically screaming it I suspect.

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[zorathenne.livejournal.com]

*huggle* hey hon. =)
The restlessness means something is going to happen. Or that something is already happening and I'm going to find out what it is fairly soon. That's how it's always been. Yes.. It's like my body is nagging at me about something to the point where it's like it's screaming.. But it's expecting me to figure out what the hell the deal is. The only 'clues' I get I think come from what dream I had before or during the restlessness. Like the one I had a few nights ago I told my mom about which disturbed her greatly for a bit. I think I told someone else about it too *ponder*.. Oh yeah I told shinjokuroi about it. It's like this: I rarely dream about specific people and/or people I know ~ like friends/family, and when I do, something happens concerning them. I don't dream about what is going to happen, I dream about a situation that represents what 'type' of thing is going to happen. Or the mood the person was in in my dream. For instance in my dream, I dreamt that the house of a childhood friend of mine caught on fire and exploded. His mother and family were the ones in the dream and they made it out, but he wasn't in the dream. Then after that, I was in my old church and the reverend was at the pulpit preaching about something (don't remember what it was). I've never dreamt about them before and that dream was very vivid (which is another part of it) It's not the first time I've dreamt about my church or people in my church (specific or otherwise) ~ and that is rare also, but it's the first time I'd dreamt specifically about the reverend. And I've never dreamt about my friend's house before.

So, when I do dream about my friends and family, I make it a point to tell them. Things have happened almost exactly afterward, like a death or something signifigant, so they've learned to pay attention.. Even to the small things. I dreamt my best friend/lil sister was just very happy one time and she wouldn't stop smiling in the dream. I called her and she had no clue what I was going on about, but there was something going on in her life she was just very content about.
It's stuff like that.

Don't say I'm psychic, cause I'll tell you I'm not.. Maybe highly intuitive (I'm an ENFP as it is) and empathic when it comes to those I care about. To me, a psychic can be more specific about what is going on or has happened/will happen, and it's not always restricted to only friends and family.

I don't know how else to explain it..

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[vernard.livejournal.com]

Actually, I don't believe in psychic stuff. Long story. Goes back to being a hard core scientist.

And you explained things quite well actually.

/hugs

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[zorathenne.livejournal.com]

Oy.. If I had to take 85.. And there is a route I can take that does involve a stretch of 85.. I'd be forced to make the school teach me at home and stuff.. ugh..
I did get a lil sleep. After playing hooky for a lil while I came home and took a nap. Just woke up a lil bit ago =) My body is really bitching at me about it for some odd reason and I'm still a tiny bit groggy. I think I will do something involving physical movement for a bit.. Maybe go clean up the apartment and vacuum or something.. *huggle*