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zorathenne) wrote2004-03-09 09:27 am
zorathenne) wrote2004-03-09 09:27 am
*growl*
Okay.. Ya wanna know one way to push my "I'm about to be an irritated Bitch and your worst situation in less than .04 seconds" buttons?
If I'm ranting about something that doesn't concern/involve you in the first place (conversation or otherwise).. Doesn't matter what it is, or what it's even about, or how I'm conducting my rant, it is NOT an invitation (unless I otherwise state it or ask) to come out of nowhere and tell me I can not be upset or feel any way about the subject because.. (and sweet![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
shinjokuroi, this isn't aimed at you, but for lack of better 'wording', I need to 'borrow' one of your isms) I don't really give a damn at that moment whatever the hell it's like or how it really is 'at the end of the day'.. And don't you dare get upset with me when I look at you blankly for a moment, tilt my head to the side, smile 'sweetly', and calmly inform you that, yes, you do happen to take up space within a 20 foot radius of me, but no, I didn't make any sort of announcement or whatever requesting for you to open your mouth and otherwise stick your foot in it. Because what is going to happen is that I will switch into 'No the hell you did NOT just show your ass like that' Mode and go on to make sure you know exactly where I place you on my 'People who need to be shown the light, pick up their face, and go on about their business before they walk into my verbal (or physical) fist' list.
What pushes that button even faster is being a lowly male who dares to announce as well that as I am a bisexual black woman, I'm 'expected' to hold to certain views, or that my rant is narrow and uninformed or not intelligent or sophisticated enough because of said race/gender/preference.. (don't worry, females are just as much at fault of doing things to risk my ire as males are, but in this case it was one of the apples who was about to get his stem ripped off)
Let me help you get something clear... You ready? I'll try to go slow so as not to confuse you anymore than you may already be..
I am a Queen~Goddess. Part of what that means is that you do not ever come into my presence thinking you are above me and tracking 'mud' into my palace (and adjoining holy temple) with no thought or consideration of others at all..
That is a big no~no.. and will more than likely have you end up in a very uncomfortable situation you can not handle.
And another thing..
I will think the way I wish to think. I will believe what I wish to believe. I will look at the world through the lens I eventually create for myself. I will hold whatever opinion I want. I will be upset at whateverthefrigginhell I want to be upset with. I (and only those I am close to who's opinions/beliefs/whatever I value) ultimately influence 'Me'. That which makes up 'Me' encompasses way more than my race, gender, age, education, favorite sexual position, etc. than your insignifigant testosterone~riddled pea~sized brain can handle. If any changes do happen to come about to any part of my 'Me' that is, it isn't because of your ignorant looking like you need a bath and directions to the closest drug rehab center clueless ass.
You got that?
I would never ever ever force anyone else to think the way I feel they need to or should. Nor would I push myself into someone elses conversation uninvited to tell them that they 'obviously' think the way they do because of whatever.
*snarl*
Could my day get off to any more of an irritable start? I had to be up at 4:30 this morning.. I've only had one cup of coffee.. I had to deal with The Commute today.. I almost ended up in an accident because idjits wanted to play musical lanes at 90+ mph at the same time and dealing with one other lowly male who thought the ways he was trying to get me to look at him so he could smile at me and blow me a kiss while having his friend write his phone number on a big piece of paper and hold it up to the window were enough to get me all twitterpated..
The Queen~Goddess is not in a pleasant mood at this moment..
If I'm ranting about something that doesn't concern/involve you in the first place (conversation or otherwise).. Doesn't matter what it is, or what it's even about, or how I'm conducting my rant, it is NOT an invitation (unless I otherwise state it or ask) to come out of nowhere and tell me I can not be upset or feel any way about the subject because.. (and sweet
shinjokuroi, this isn't aimed at you, but for lack of better 'wording', I need to 'borrow' one of your isms) I don't really give a damn at that moment whatever the hell it's like or how it really is 'at the end of the day'.. And don't you dare get upset with me when I look at you blankly for a moment, tilt my head to the side, smile 'sweetly', and calmly inform you that, yes, you do happen to take up space within a 20 foot radius of me, but no, I didn't make any sort of announcement or whatever requesting for you to open your mouth and otherwise stick your foot in it. Because what is going to happen is that I will switch into 'No the hell you did NOT just show your ass like that' Mode and go on to make sure you know exactly where I place you on my 'People who need to be shown the light, pick up their face, and go on about their business before they walk into my verbal (or physical) fist' list.What pushes that button even faster is being a lowly male who dares to announce as well that as I am a bisexual black woman, I'm 'expected' to hold to certain views, or that my rant is narrow and uninformed or not intelligent or sophisticated enough because of said race/gender/preference.. (don't worry, females are just as much at fault of doing things to risk my ire as males are, but in this case it was one of the apples who was about to get his stem ripped off)
Let me help you get something clear... You ready? I'll try to go slow so as not to confuse you anymore than you may already be..
I am a Queen~Goddess. Part of what that means is that you do not ever come into my presence thinking you are above me and tracking 'mud' into my palace (and adjoining holy temple) with no thought or consideration of others at all..
That is a big no~no.. and will more than likely have you end up in a very uncomfortable situation you can not handle.
And another thing..
I will think the way I wish to think. I will believe what I wish to believe. I will look at the world through the lens I eventually create for myself. I will hold whatever opinion I want. I will be upset at whateverthefrigginhell I want to be upset with. I (and only those I am close to who's opinions/beliefs/whatever I value) ultimately influence 'Me'. That which makes up 'Me' encompasses way more than my race, gender, age, education, favorite sexual position, etc. than your insignifigant testosterone~riddled pea~sized brain can handle. If any changes do happen to come about to any part of my 'Me' that is, it isn't because of your ignorant looking like you need a bath and directions to the closest drug rehab center clueless ass.
You got that?
I would never ever ever force anyone else to think the way I feel they need to or should. Nor would I push myself into someone elses conversation uninvited to tell them that they 'obviously' think the way they do because of whatever.
*snarl*
Could my day get off to any more of an irritable start? I had to be up at 4:30 this morning.. I've only had one cup of coffee.. I had to deal with The Commute today.. I almost ended up in an accident because idjits wanted to play musical lanes at 90+ mph at the same time and dealing with one other lowly male who thought the ways he was trying to get me to look at him so he could smile at me and blow me a kiss while having his friend write his phone number on a big piece of paper and hold it up to the window were enough to get me all twitterpated..
The Queen~Goddess is not in a pleasant mood at this moment..
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I'm kinda a lil' lost on what happened, but I guess I'll just talk to you later and find out. Just remember, nobody else's opinion (aka. incoherent muttering that make them look like nothing more than a fool) do not matter unless you want them to.
Today's Words of Wisdom: "Opinions are like assholes. Everyone has 'em and they all stink."
(soft spoken announcer in the background) Today's Words of Wisdom is brought to you by Preparation H. For the times that those assholes get really irritating.
Well, time for me to get back to work.
Love ya hun,
Brian
-Lil' Bro
-Loyal Servant to the Queen~Goddess
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Don't worry if you were a bit lost about what happened.. Let's just suffice it to say that during a conversation I was having with 2 other people I went into a tiny mini~rant, and this.. cretin.. who was somewhat eavesdropping decided to just barge on over, invite himself into the conversation, and think he had the right to throw his weight around..
As you read in my entry.. He did not like my reaction..
*grins evilly*
But one thing is for sure..
He won't do that again..
*smiles sweetly*
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i was digging around in LJ and found ya.
EQ: Jerhyn
yahoo: ishallliveforever
aim: srqtking
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ya got yahoo ro aim or msn?
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*grin* =)
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never know ;)
if ya look at my LJ ya know i never post anything. Mostly cuz I have ppl that don't like what I have to say. Plus I am on yahoo and aim and stuff almost all the time.
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